Whenever I go to the grocery store, I walk by all the baked goods and think everything looks and smells delicious. So today I had to stop by for something really quick, and I decided that since I’m home alone today I would buy all this shit and have myself a good old-fashioned b/p sesh. So I did, and it was 100% not worth it. The food was not as good as I’d remembered, and it didn’t all come out like I wanted it to. I don’t know why on earth I thought this would be a good idea. I’m so mad at myself, and disgusted. I was finally starting to get into healthy eating habits – last night I chose a handful of nuts over junk for a snack – and I’m afraid I’ve just ruined it. I’m trying to calculate how long I’ll need to work out to burn off what I couldn’t get up, and I’m thinking it’s going to be at least two hours. The worst part is, I wasn’t even upset about anything; I wasn’t using it as a coping method. So why did I do that? Why??